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by caren viniegra
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posted on Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 1:41 PM | 6 comments
❝ Insomnia and Dysania
Insomnia. [n] ; a symptom which can accompany several sleep, medical and psychiatric disorders, characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep and/or difficulty staying asleep. Insomnia is typically followed by functional impairment while awake. Dysania. [n] ; the state of finding it hard to get out of bed in the morning. It's happening every day and every night. I can't fucking sleep every night and it takes me a while to get up in the morning no matter how hard I try. I prefer sleeping in than not being able to sleep at night. I can't sleep that I want to cry so bad already. I try not to look at the time every night. No matter how early I try to sleep, I just can't sleep right away. It got me thinking why. Maybe because I sleep in too much. If I sleep at around 3AM or 2AM, I wake up at like 12. So maybe, I get too much sleep. But how the hell am I suppose to wake up early if I can't? I suffer from Insomnia and Dysania. FML. So yeah, I have less than 2 weeks left until I suffer from jet lag.. worse Insomnia. I'd rather have Dysania than Insomnia. Cos I seriously love sleeping. Sleeping is my only escape from reality. Dreams are far better than this. Anything's possible in your sleep and your deepest desire always happen. But you know what? There's actually a good side when I can't sleep. I spend the whole 3 hours of thinking. I actually come up with great ideas. There's too much already that I already need to write them down. One idea is when I get home, I'll paint New York City on my bedroom wall. ♥ I also have plans for upcoming videos and artworks. I also thought of the things I need to buy before I fly back in the Philippines. So, yeah. That's it I guess, I also thought of making this blog entry when I was thinking about a lot of things last night because I can't sleep. lol. It ain't that great, but... yeah. I also made a new Youtube account. (also thought of making one when I can't sleep) Please add and/or subscribe! Labels: thoughts
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✦ welcome.
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